Just that..........

Sometimes in life, everything seems fuzzy. You don't know why you're even on earth for. No matter how much you squint your eyes, you can't seem to focus on what's standing right in front of you. Just like little pepper right here. And here begins the journey of self discovery. You consciously try to figure things out by thinking things through and through. Ponder at why things are the way they are. Looking for a simple solution for every problem in your life but they never really seem to go away. And then comes the "aaahhh! everything's gonna be okay ler~ whatever happens, happens. You can't do a thing about it!" kinda attitude.Not knowing what you want sucks. Indecision sucks.This room is a prison. Are you reading this?
It's very late now. Didn't have enough sleep. Do you really know who you are? Do I know who I am? Same questions asked over and over again with no answers for. I'm playing "this room is a prison" from Postal Service on repeat. It's triggering some emo writings. Not knowing who you are, it's impossible to know what you want. I wish we could put down our masks sometimes. Without fear of judgement because no one would. What wishful thinking. Quoting Mandy:"You wish laaaaaaa!!!" I have the tendency to loose focus on what's important when you're having fun. I must be having a lot of fun for a loooonng time because I haven't been focusing for a long time. I think God is speeding up time a whole lot. The hours in a day seem to fly by just like that. There's not enough time. Not enough time. This must mean that time is running out. Fast.
Will try to take on a more active role! Take that! D!
Updates on life? New term in college just started. Been in a recording studio for the first time. noob i know. Learnt a few things. Realized some things. Had so much fun in the process. C: hahaha...oh how interesting is my update eh? Soooooooooo detailed. xD bugger.