Janie's Back, ALRIGHT!

It's been a while...

I'm in disbelief of how time seems to be able to swoosh by without me noticing.

We are now nearing the end of 2016.

2016!

How is that possible?

My state of mind is at around 2009 to 2011 right now. Maybe that has got something to do with me digging through old email archives and finding old emails and chats. Also, Facebook memories are not helping either.

Reading through all those emails, chats, fb wall posts when we were younger is pretty funny but mostly cringey. The way I write then is probably the same now though. Full of contradicting sentences and LOLs, LMAOs, hehes, and wuuuuttt, which I still do today.  All those emails and chats that we get so excited or upset over seems so measly right now.

If you ask me what's new between my last blog post (2013) and now, please refer below:

1) People get old. hahahahahha

2) You stop giving a hoot. Mostly.

3) What else? Don't know. Oh look I'm still the same air-headed girl in my 30s.

4) Oh Oh, there are babies everywhere now! They keep popping up like daisies!

5)Mostly I learnt nothing, okay? NOTHING! And that's the way I like it.


Ok time to sign off. BUH BAH

Sometimes, apathy is bliss. 

;)

time to sleep.

The List from guilty on 8tracks Radio.

Hair

MUST.

CUT.

HAIR.

UGH.

D:

Wait

Sometimes, an old song manages to constrict your heart.
Reminds you of who you were then.
You liked Lomography.
You were someone else.

To name that thing.

I don't know how.

I feel it, but I don't recognize it.

Like I've lost something;

like some part of me has emptied itself.

I know...

It's integrity.

Replaced with shame.

Guilt.

Or is it?

How can one not recognize what is felt?

Weird.

Two months in

Sometimes when you're away from all the business that was, you start to be able to enjoy things like
music again. Which is exactly what happened with me.
You get lots of free time, limited cash and limited traveling means; which makes things like music such a luxury.
I'm glad that there are some things that are constant and comforting. I'm also happy that there are new adventures to explore.

reticent me.